A rollercoaster of emotions, that’s exactly how I described my current situation.
I knew in the first place that this isn’t going to be an easy ride.
But no matter how prepared you are, still, you’ll be surprised and shocked by the ride’s twists and turns.
I’d been really silent all this time, keep my distance, and scared of facing the consequences and confronting the things that bothered me.
I’d been hearing so many things, things that hurt. But still here I am, still holding on.
I’d been trying my very best to keep my hope alive that things will get better, in no time.
I’d been hearing voices telling me to have faith in him despite of the things that I’d been hearing.
I believe in him, in everything that he says. But still, those issues keep on haunting me.
It’s not that I don’t trust him; I’m just scared of losing him. But then again, I need to have faith because it can move mountains, no matter how small it is.
A friend asked me, “kaya pa ba?”
I answered, “I love him so much, and that keeps me going…”
Love never fails. If I ended up with nothing, I know my heart will resurface.
“13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.” ~1 Corinthians 13-13
